what else are you to do when you get told you are FUCKING WHITE TRASH AND THAT IS ALL YOU WILL BE!!! being screamed at you in a bar but to walk out crying after you tried to rational. what are you to do when you get told that those who really care about your well being are white trash and stupid. what are you to do when the people so make you feel so bad about your self aren't the ones who are kept being put down. So many questions so little time don't know when I will be happy again. when my world gets crushed one ounce at a time. I need to get home, I need to be with friends, I need to have fun and laugh and play again. I know what i need I know what it takes. why can't they understand my life isn't as simple as they want it to be. I'm not like them I'm Me!!!!!!